FUCKING ANGRY ~~ because of my PAY CHEQUE ..dun ask mi y i juz dun wish to mention again.. BOSS, FUCK UR BLOODY ASSHOLE!!!!

HAiz,.. last nite nothing better to do, went down to town with Chloe to pick up Sandra from work then pick up Eric and went to Chomp Chomp makan.. THEN ~ went to my place drink..lol.. i tell u vodka raspsberry REALLY SUX TO THE MAX..and fucking me so suah ku thot the vodka is red in color cos the bottle is red mah.. haha.. till they told me then i realise its actually clear one. toopid!!

SIANZ, NO MOOD, BORING, PISSED OFF...

BYE !!

7:21 PM


I'm dying, dying for my beauty sleep.. went liquid for a drink and intended to leave at ard 1am, but...here's the story;

Received an sms from JJ saying that Baby is working and they're going down so i backside itchy and say i will go. Double the itchy-ness msg Chloe and Eric asking them wanna join anot, at first she say dunno then asked me to go find her at Orchard. So after finishing up my stupid webby went over and meet them, Sandra's not working today and sleeping soundly at home B U T ..Chloe juz wanna wake her up and meet up, S O poor me have to go from orchard to her place to pick her up then back to boat quay. WTH.. no choice my princess open mouth i can say no meh wait see black face again..haha..

SO by the time we reach boat quay is like 1130pm liao.. haiz..everything went fine but dunno wat happen suddenly she seems to be so sad and i juz dun wanna ask too much cos i know she will sure not tell me.. all i can do is sit beside her and accompany her. dunno y everytime see her cry i juz feel like hugging her and console her but i dun think its nice in front of so many pple.

Anyway she's fine after a while and am glad to see that. Best part is after the closing, dunno which asshole started playing with water in Liquid should be Johnny and Jacky..all the guys are freaking wet include me and that muz thanks to Eric but he's worse he pour water on me but i treat him veh nice lo, i pour coke on him..LOL..

After that we were outside deciding where to go next and kena check by the cops.. freaking nothing better to do check our ic..nbcb.!!!

After they song already we went over to river valley for some prata and head to pasir ris park for a while before heading home.

At work place was really tired, during the presentation i seriously dunno wat im talking about..haha.. but surprisingly they still praise me saying that it's a friendly user site and everything is clear enough for online buyers. After the presentation we went over to Paragon's Crystal Jade for lunch and i took the rest of the day off, cos im freaking tired. !!! arghhhh!!!!!!!

the end !

2:33 PM


Reunion of cousins



By: Creative Director, Sandra Sim




By: Me to you..haha.diamond ring si boh..:p





1:05 PM





If i'm not wrong last night u were asking if i like this song right. Anyway hope u like it...:)


INNOCENCE - Avril Lavigne - The Best Damn Thing


Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great!
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

12:42 PM


Woke up at 745am, just barely 2 hours of sleep.Went to pray my grandma as it's the 1st year after she passed away. Time really flies~~ and i still miss my granny very much.. better not say too much else i will sobzz again..

After the prayers, went to pick Chloe for work, she overslept !! :p sorry girl shouldn't have asked u girls to go drink last night. Then went to East Ocean at Shaw House for lunch with my relatives, some dim sum ala carte buffet, wet there like 3rd or 4th time this year already. Nothing special !! Boring ~~ anyway going to rest now... f***ing tired lo..

zzzzzzz

12:11 PM


argh `~~~ high and bit tipsy again..but not drunk hor..lol.. KNN..wanna puke but juz cant make it out.. wtf. Thanks to Andy for making me so tipsy..

Din know i can play 5 10 that good as able to win Bao one time and JJ so many time..hahaha.. HUAT AH ~~~

Siao liaoz.. have to wake up at 745am tmr but see the time when this post is posted. Anyway another wild night at Liquid again. Too bad my frend Angie cant make it here tonight.:P nvm my dear friend, other times k.. hmmm...make it next week if possible:p

Again Uncle here wanna loh soh again...

Sandra : Hope u r fine after puking..and dun drink so much if u cant la..lol..take care k ger.. dun always look so mooody k..nitezz

Chloe : Hmmm.. prefer to see ur smiley face everytime i see u .. really sad to see u frown..and i really dunno how to console u but i will try my best to and do watever to make u happy or i'll just sit quietly beside u just like wat i always do..;).. Hope the pooh bear did cheer u up abit.. see ya tmr at 930am..take carezz..zzzzzz~~

Min : Meimei ah .. pls dun always late k.. although they din say anything but would any bosses like their staff to be late. U're old enough to be responsible lo.. although i very much older then u k..haha.. hope u're not offended by wat i said here, juz for ur own good :) .. always sayang u de gor gor..STARFISH..:p

Time to catch some rest now.. later still need to send Chloe to work at 930AM..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Nitez

4:56 AM


Me and Min Min aka my meimei .


Me and Chloe


Me and Chloe outside Liquid


6:34 PM


After yesterday's crazy nite woke up at 1130 am by Chloe as promised to send her to work today. Picked her up at 1245pm and way to work @ Orchard.

Feeling tired and lazy today again.. wonder if tonight i will still go out.
Anyway glad that Sandra actually went to work today.. hmm.. should let me know so that i can send u to work too.. :)

630pm now time for dinner.. haven had anything for the whole day although feeling hungry but juz no appetite to eat.

Take care gers ~~ always missing u all..ahaha..

6:29 PM


One word for me now ~~ DRUNK !!

Just got back from Liquid, today is a freaking high night.

First went to pick up MinMin aka my meimei at Jurong and went for dinner at IMM. Hmm.. how shall i describe her, cheerful, full of craps, noisy, sweet, pretty, cute, super duper hyper active, talk very loud..haha..( meimei like that can ?) anyway she's a really sweet girl, i'll never forgive whoever ill treat her k..she's my lovest meimei.MARK MY WORD "NEVER FORGIVE WHOEVER ILL TREAT HER" .

After sending her to work went over to fetch Chloe and Sandra at FEP amd head down to Liquid.

BTW, since when there's this rule late comers needs to drink from the bottle and i was like kena for 15 secs in total off the bottle. WTF !!! JACKY I'LL GET BACK TO U SOON..LOL.. relax la.. :P

My fucking phone is like battery spoil lo .. the bar is always full and suddenly just black out and battery flat. KNN..watever la.. anyway got the service centre contact from my " biao mei" aka Amy..haha..Thanks bIAo Mei.

Hmm.. tonight is the first nite i got high and drunk at Liquid.. nice place to hang out for sure.. remember this 40 circular road..LIQUID ~~

SOon Rachael came..haha..and me, Chloe, Rachael and maybe Sandra has the same hate of some person, cannot mention here as might read this post.. but who cares..fuck her la.. `~ juz enjoy ourself and that's it !!


Last word for you girls....

To Rachael: never mind bout her, let say watever shit wants..muz come back to us soon k.. guess Chloe will miss u very much.. LOL..

To Chloe: forget bout wat happen to Amy, that guy is drunk .. forgive and forget, i know its unbearable but i oso kena when i go out lo..so let him be k.. afterall me and him and my cousins they all are still frends of his..so pls dear give us face k...love u la..muackz:p

To Sandra: eehhhh.. i dunno wat la.. but juz cherish ur job, dun always change job it's really not good and i believe u know this too.. u're young but sensible enough to think, hmm.. anyway great to have a friend like u girls.. hang out often k..

To MinMin: Dun bother too much bout others, juz do wat u should and need to do k.. its always like that..:) whenever i open btl i will find u one k..dun worry..

Last last last but not least, dun forget me this cute little guy ah..hahahaha...:p

See u tmr dear ;) will wake u up..hope u like ur belated present..next year's present will be a better one..:)
nitezzz

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~head spinning~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

4:55 AM


Boring day at work...so..called Lindi who is working at Tower One for lunch.. went over to Plaza Market Cafe at Raffles City SC for buffet lunch, the super chocolate fondue is freaking nice and of cos the cakes and definitely chilli crab not to be missed. Both of us are like never eat for months rounds after rounds grabbing most of the beef and salmon . Moments later saw my auntie and her 2 lovely colleagues Cass and Victoria, hhaha..dun be mistaken they're not old except my...:p

Finally finish our lunch at 130pm and we decided to go lala before heading back to office, just 30 mins of shopping she bought 2 dress, 1 skirt and 2 tops, no wonder she's our notorious shopping queen and i bought nothing..LOL..

Head back to office at 230pm and she wants to leave everything behind cos her boss might find out..LOL.. meaning i have to send her back home after work lo.

Back at office finishing up quotations and some stuffs .

Finally friday is coming... argh~~~ BOOZE !!

7:13 PM


Feeling tired but yet feel like going out.. WTH, think i'll be transforming into an owl soon.

Last night went to Liquid with Candy saw the usual gang there, night was boring as rest of my kakis not there..sighz.. so was planning to leave at bout 1am.. but suddenly 2 sweet pie came out of nowhere..Chole and Sandra, both of them are really funny especially Chole.. full of stupid ideas. :p

SO end up finish at 3am and send Candy home and then went back to Wild to look for the rest of them and ended at 5am, after sending them home and dun freaking dare to sleep, cos i'll definitely oversleep. :p

SO till now i have not had any sleep yet..and still wondering if i should go down for a while, yeah for a WHILE ~~

Sianz ..but luckily someone is accompanying me chatting now .. Angie.. new friend ..hmmm.not really, but anyway juz nice chatting with her can!!

Bye~
zzzzzzzzzzzzz

10:13 PM


FUKC UP Day at work, want to know why ? READ ON !!

Today new shipment came, 2 containers containing 800 over cartons. Morning 815am received an sms, 1 storman urgent leave. SO, left me, 1 newbie storman (CHINA) and 2 other colleagues in the sales team de.

That china man juz joined us like 1 week so far no complains bout him till today, fucking feel like kicking his ass.

34 year old man dunno how to use pallet jack and fork lift and claim that he knows when he came for interview..nvm. ALL i have to do.. now its i storeman or he's the storeman.

NVM..

After unloading all the things onto the pallet and dragged into the warehouse ask him to put nicely according to the models onto the shelf, he say okie, then wtf, mixed up all the models and i have to reshuffle the things again.. freaking hate to do double job. And worse of all keep MIA. WTF, he's the worse storeman we've hired ever.

Freaking pissed to the max..hope can find new replacement soon, else i will go crazy
:)

END OF STORY .

7:50 PM


20 Things I Miss About You ~

Miss your complains
Miss your crack lame jokes
Miss your smile
Miss your voice
Miss your laughter
Miss your beautiful eyes
Miss the way u sat on my lap
Miss the way we sang together
Miss the way we drink together
Miss the way i hug u while sitting on my lap
Miss the way you look at me
Miss the way you lie on my shoulder
Miss the way you say goodbye
Miss the fragrance from your clothes
Miss the time i send you home
Miss the fragrance of your hair
Miss the touch of your hand
Miss the way you say hi
Miss the way you make funny faces
Miss your sms-es.....

All i wanna say is I Miss You

10:01 PM


COld Cold COld.. that's why im late for work again :p

Nothing much happen today went to pick up Xue from school after work and went home.. Tomorrow is gonna be a hectic day, 2 containers came at the same time.. WTF.

Sianz.. ~~

8:28 PM


Hates rejection and rejected but no choice thats all life is about.

2:48 PM


AHHH~~ woke up by the noisy malay wedding ..this yr i think it's the 4th or 5th time.
WTF.. bikes reving their engine and horning their pussy horn, simply irritating. arghh..~~

fuck up sunday afternoon.

2:25 PM


Super duper boring Saturday night, feeling bored, tired, lazy, sleepy, but in my heart feel like going out.

Aftermath of too much drinking and not enough sleep.

1:51 AM
























Nice party night with you guys, hope to club again soon.. :)

1:23 AM


Try this, freaking amazing !!


1) key-in the first 3 digits of your handphone
number (exclude the first number '9') into the calculator
2) multiply by 80
3) add 1
4) multiply by 250
5) plus last four digits of phone number
6) plus last four digits of phone number again
7) minus 250
8) divide by 2 at last

Is it your handphone number ????

10:59 PM


Homed 845am ..drinking, enjoying.. looks like vampire now. ~~*yawnzz*
My mind is blank...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

God Bless~

9:01 AM


~~~SHAG~~~

My whole body is feeling freaking hot and can't get to sleep cos a bunch of monkeys are playing mahjong, no not at my place at office instead, yea sounds incredible huh ..we're playing since 4pm till now and i need to get some sleep before going down for drinking again later.

Seriouly speaking, im so lost in my life now, dunno wat i wanna do, juz continue drinking every night ? How long can this last ? What really happen to me ? I dunno!! And if i know i dun wish to talk bout it as some of u might know i dun heart to heart talk to anyone unless being forced..LOL

God Bless ~

7:03 PM




6:38 PM


Freaking sleepless for more than 36 hours and still intending to head down boat quay later. And worse thing is, this whole week have not been sleeping more than 4 hours a day. @_@

Last night supposed to be an early night but who knows, 2 pretty lady came down, Chole and Sandra. And was dragged to drink with them cos i lost pool game with Chole..YEA I LOST !! happy to hear that ger? LOL..

Left Boat Quay at ard 430am and send them back to pasir ris ( finally some east siders, wun be bored on the way home.. )and chat at the void deck till freaking 8am..
and wth i forgotten that i have to attend a meeeting at 10am with some exhibitors and i wore t-shirt and jeans to work then kena fuck by boss..LOL

Throughout the meeting i was like freaking stoned ~~ yea stoned to the max. But luckily the meeting ended fast and i head straight to the canteen to get some red bull, and my stupid Cass ask me if wan to add some vodka..*curse and Swear* .. lol..

Anyway now back home slacking and chatting with some peeps ard..

To Zhu: , hope u like ur bday present and Sorry din send u home as promised earlier ( think better not me send u home right..:p)

To Chole: Will get u a belated present next mth k, dun feel bad bout anything it's fine with me :) and tell u something, pls dun cry, u look ugly..lol..but nvm i'll lend u my shoulder everytime u need it..;)and thanks for the night feel great with u gals ard. Also thanks for the song u sang to me .. :) it's nice would love to hear it again..okie ~ Dun anyhow sing to others ah ...:p


To Sandra: Although i din get the whole picture, but just do what u think is right but try not to get overboard sometimes things said out in a fit of anger is hurting. :) thanks for the night too.. really nice to have u gals ard, and hope u're feeling better by now, i mean ur fever. :) drink more water..~~

7:08 PM


SAD AND EMO~~

7:37 PM


Friday Night ~Drunk~.

Went to Boat Quay at about 9pm and started to drink and play pool (as usual), get to know the new waitress there, P.C, a sweet and most adorable ever..LOL .
Went over to Zouk at about 11pm and met up with Lynette's group of friends including Shirley and Elaine, till then we realise that we have not met up for 4 years, OMG....4 years, we used to go clubbing and hangout often but after that seldom contact due to work, r/s, and whatsoever reasons.
But it's a nice nightout with them and all of us never change much still as pretty as before ;) . After that i went back to Boat Quay to find my cousins and friends and continue to morning, and sent P.C and a guy back home and end of the night.
*Pictures for tonight will be uploaded soon when i receive it from my friend.

Saturday Night ~Drunk again~

Reach Boat Quay at 915pm, thot it would a boring night as no one is going. Met up with Ash there but surprisingly saw Adrian and Baby there. So called JJ (cousin) see if he wanna come, and he did.. haha~~ everytime says dun wan to go end up we're there again, now that place is like a homeground for me too, reason is simple, at least the people there are nice and friendly, pple like my cousins friend, Jacky, Andy, Eric, Ash, Set, Bao & his gf(forgotten her name, hmm think is Candice) the waitresses there, Huiying, Baby, and 2 new waitress, Sabrina and P.C .
Tonight is Chole's bday, a girl whom i saw a few times till last night then get to know her name, and her friend Sandra a very sweet and pretty girl.

Happpy Birthday Chole nice to know you, wish u forever pretty k. Hope you're fine.:)

Party ended at 430am, i was seriouly freaking tired due to lack of sleep on the previous night and drove home safe and sound..LOL.. not to mention much.

Sunday ~

Just woke up watching tv and online movie.
zzzzz~ tmr is gonna be a hard day for me and this month is really a hard month too.. paid a total sums of $900+ fines and summons. Dun ask me what happen, it's just a fucking sucky month for me. Sorry that i still owe u guys drink, but next month it's pay back time.. 2 btls on waiting list.. more to come..LOL

Cheers~ drink till we drop ~ TA AH ~

God Bless~

2:19 PM


Now i know the reason, Not her type of guy..haiz, emo max ~~

8:58 PM


Sianzz....emo again~

7:37 PM


Recovered, physically and definitely not emotionally, emo can?

Tomorrow going CMPB take charge for not attending IPPT, WTH, 845am muz reach...
Guess i'm gonna waste money to those pple again, haiz.. $50 can buy 1 bucket of beer lehz..lol. can go DBL O buy 4 Juggy can..i know can do and buy alot of things..but i', juz lazy to go..whats the point of going and knowing that i will fail..wasting time waking up early to go for this shit, simply hate the system but what to do Singapore loh..

Nitez ~~ miss u millions ~

God Bless~

11:16 PM


31 hours passed and it doesn't seems to heal any pain. Last night was woken up in tears. And today whole day at office trying to divert my attention from missing you but i can't whenever i stop doing something or alone or driving, i'll think of you.

This kind of feelings only appear during break ups but we have not even started why am i behaving like this.. maybe this is to prove that i really love you that much and really praying hard for us to be together.

I still love you ~

God Bless~

9:22 PM


Feel worse now ..suddenly remembered last night's dream, dreamt of a snake..searched the web and believe it or not, in Indian tradition, dream of a snake meaning bad luck in love and so coincidence today or rather yesterday .....nvm. im not blaming her for anything. Life is full of hope, hope one day you'll change your mind, time will fade everything but definitely not my love to you, believe it or not we shall see.

Love you always,

God Bless.

2:48 AM





Someone please throw me into a house like this maybe my heart will feel better.
My heart is sinking and sinking and sinking, everytime seeing our photo makes me feel more and more sad, but that's the only thing i can do. Staring at her photo and missing her, praying that one day she will change her mind.

Sitting alone in my room, smoking, thinking, drinking, hungry, feeling cold, feeling faint, pain in my heart, sobbing, staring at my laptop, i just don't feel good. Sick and heart break comes together .. no one to blame but myself..

AGain..i really love her.

10:44 PM


對不起我愛你



10:12 PM


Feeling damn bad now. Eyes swollen, throat sore, body aching, but all this pain is nothing compare to my heart. I miss you, I love you, all these words are meant for you but just too bad you can't accept.

9:32 PM


Dunno why always hear people saying, after crying everything will be fine.. no matter how hard i try, the pain is still there. Been trying to control my tears but to no avail it just flows on and on.

5:14 PM





6th July 2007 344pm, answer which i dun wish to get, heart breaks like nobody's business, tears rolled down. Maybe im juz not good enough you or other reasons, i never cried for a long time but this time just can't help it. Just praying real hard one day you will change your mind, i'll be waiting for you again and again and again.... Strong on the outside but weak deep inside, may appear chatting happily with u but deep inside me is broken, i dun wish to see u feel sad or guilty just wants you to live happily.

*Remember 18 june 2008 our first meet up, thanks for the night.. 1 week later, went for dinner with you, enjoyed your dinner company, next on is East Coast cum Mustafa shopping then followed by Kai Ling's bday on 27th June 2008, wonderful but tiring night, and last trip is to Mustafa again for your shopping spree on 30th JUNE All those wonderful memories are always on my mind and i will never forget. If im not wrong today is the 1st month of knowing at Martin and it's the saddest day for me.

Please give me a chance in future..Deep in my heart i'm loving you. Waiting for you~

3:44 PM





Please Be Mine ~

1:25 PM


Suddenly such sadness
Flowed in to my heart
You seem to be so far away
My love, my beautiful girl
And I'm in the middle of this colorful crowd
Just to feel how empty is my heart right now
When I'm not sure if all I do is not
Just one step to lose you on my route
I love you
Please don't forget
I love you
And I'm just lost
Because I simply don't know what to do
To have you a bit closer to me right now
Why I must miss you so much?
Why do I waste so much time for
All around?
I'm just lost without you
And I can't stand this silence
I need breathe by love, I need
To prove my self every day
That you are this girl
You are this one
I'll never ever wish to lose you
I'll never ever stop to love you
Even if it hurts me sometimes
When I'm not sure
If it's not too much for you
This me all
I'm so afraid you just want to go
And i'll be so lost without you

I really love you and hope that you can give us a chance to be together or rather give me a chance to take care of you. We may not know each other for long but do give me a chance to prove my love to you and get to know more about you at the same time to know me. I just can't wait to be your guy and i'll never give you up.

I Love You Jamie ~ Pls be mine.

1:11 PM


I always be there when you're ready for me.. I love you and missing you now ~~



You and I
Have followed the trace
Laid by the people of faith and pride
With hungry eyes
You and I
Could conquer the stars
If we tried
Or simply live by simpler vows
And let the storm go by...
You and I
Have written the book
Line by line
And the few things that took to survive
Was your loving heart and mine
Should you go
Remember these words
As they show
Just how much I care
Don't you know
I'll always be there
I'll always be there
There when the world and its promise is failing
I'll always be there
There when the frost of its winter is cursing
I'll always be there
There when tears in you eyes
Keep asking me
I'll always be there
You and I
Will follow the trace
Laid bt people of faith and pride
With angry eyes gone blind
You and I
Will show them the light
We live by
So never again will they try
To keep us apart
I'll always be there
There when the world and its promise is failing
I'll always be there
There when the frost of its winter is cursing
I'll always be there
There when tears in you eyes
Keep on asking me why
I'll always be there
There when the world and its promise is failing
I'll always be there
There when tears in you eyes
Keep on asking me why
Asking me why
I'll always be there
There when the frost of its winter is cursing
I'll always be there
There when your loving is such
You keep buring alive
I'll always be there
I'll always be there
I'll always be there
I'll always be there

12:51 PM


Didn't receive any msg from you over the weekend, wondering what you're doing..;) hoping to see you online, missing you badly..having flu and fever but feeling better now. Wishh that the next time i'm ill you can be by my side.

~008~

11:19 AM


祝我生日快乐



4:06 PM




我不配
词:方文山曲:周杰伦

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

3:27 PM


Just wish to spend a night with you..:)
Love you and waiting for your love.

9:43 PM


my heart is just so so uncomfortable~ down and moody ~~ emo ~

9:14 PM


星期五, 已经快1个星期了,我还是苦苦地等着你的回复. 说我笨也好傻也好, 我就是不想失去你.

Forget it..use english is easier for me ..:p

Anyway, it's almost a week after i pop the question out and no reply but no worries i will still wait patiently. I dunno why i'm so crazy and afraid of losing you, frankly speaking after that night at the chalet, i'm dead sure i'm in love with you, seeing another guy who treats you so well just make me feel so jealous..have to bring myself out of the room for some booze in order to make myself feels better.

I'm not sure if that guy likes you or rather can see that he likes you by the way he looks at you when u're sleeping when i went in trying to wake u up but....nvm..or maybe you already have someone in mind, but i just want to let you know that i'm in love with you. I really dunno what i should do to make myself feels better well maybe get myself drunk but damn it i just wun get drunk that night. WTF ~
Actually that night i wanted to find some time to tell you but no chance .. -_-

Since that day till now my mind is full of your image, hoping to receive your sms, wondering if you'll be free to meet up after work....time we spent together may be short but really enjoys being out with you, even just to send you home, you may be cold in msn but not when we're out.

Anyway just something from my heart that needs to pour out, hope you dun find me too pushy or rather pestering you, if you do, i'm sorry..

My mind is FULL of you now .. pls take care..i'll always be there when you need me. :) I love you..

God Bless~

8:29 PM





A walk i'll always remember..:)

8:07 PM



Always and forever ~ *loving you missing you .


My horoscope:

みずがめざ - Aquarius, 10th feb.

thank you ~;)

My name:

パトリック　~Patrick

デートしたい~ DO u wan to go out for a date

寂しい ~ I wish you were here

11:06 PM


Lame ~~


Nice? with a P instead of S ?
hmm....but think will touch up my tattoosss first ..:)



2 days never chat with u le ~ sadzz

Dun wish to pester you but afraid of losing you.

10:53 PM





Dun ask me how to do this..:)

Missing u dearly ~~ :'(

Still counting on ~006~

7:19 PM




My name in Kanji ?

6:55 PM




Although we're still not together yet but....You're always on my mind, every minute every second...

Maybe I didn`t treat you. Quite as good as I should have.
Maybe I didnt love you. Quite as often as I could have.
Little Things I should have said and done.
I just never took the time.

You were always on my mind (2X)

Maybe I didnt hold you. All those lonely, lonely times.
And I guess I never told you. Im so happy that you`re mine.
If I make you feel second best, girl Im sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind (2X)

Tell me. Tell me that your sweet love hasnt died

Give me. Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied,
Satisfied

Little Things I should have said and done.
I just never took the time.

You were always on my mind (2X)

You were always on my miiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnndddd..

Maybe I didnt treat you. Quite as good as I should have.
Maybe I didnt love you. Quite as often as I could have.

Maybe I didnt hold you. All those lonely, lonely times.
And I guess I never told you. Im so happy that you`re mine

11:34 PM


Counting on ~003~,

Everyday my only wish is to see you, be it 1 hour, 1 minute or even 1 second i'm satisfied.
Everyday waiting for you to be free so that i can meet up with you again, and each time we went out, was hoping that i could make the time go slow,so that i can be by your side longer.

Everyday seeing your sms-es brightens up my day, and looking forward to meet you again.
I may be silly, stupid or stubborn, but i just want to let you know, i'm still here waiting for you to accept me, be it 1 month later, 1 year later, my love to you will never fade.

If one day i could hold you in my arms, i will never let you go. Promise are always meant to be broken, so i will not promise anything but i will make sure i do everything i said to you in future.

Loves you.

God Bless~

1:23 AM