"You can always count on true friends. They help you weather every storm, they cheer you when you are down, and they chide you when you are wrong. Sometimes you get so preoccupied with life's mundane troubles that you do not find the time to tell your friends how much they mean to you. If you have not already expressed yourself, do so now. Pick up your phone, or send an email or a text-message with a touching best friend quote. Your friend will be pleasantly surprised by the unexpected gesture. Such moments seal the bond of friendship forever."





Sometimes it's just so funny, people always say that you cant find a true friend in cyber world but most of my true friends are from cyber world first. So nothing is impossible in life.

Happen to know this person ( i shall not name who)through some clubbing website, the weirdest part is that we actually know each other for like few days to date and we can chat almost everything. From our daily life thingy to love and relationship things. Maybe we're in the same fate in something that we don't wish to have happen . All i can say is that you're really a nice and sweet girl, it's the person who dunno how to cherish you and make your heart breaks.

Hope you will recover soon and i'll be there to go through all the shit with u, nothing is more important than to lead a happy life. I really feels sad whenever i see you cry .

So girl be strong and dun make me sad ;)

God Bless ~

12:01 AM


Almost a year since my gradma passed away but i still can't forget her smile and the food she used to cook for us. I remember every weekends all of us will gather at her place and she will cook all the good foods for us, like Pineapple prawns, fish maw soup, steam fish and some vegetables with nice sambal chilli. She don't mind the hassle to go market early in the morning and carrying bags and bags of groceries back just to cook for us. Now all this are just wonderful memories. No more asking my cousins to go grandma house, no more home cooked food from her, no more mahjong with her, no asking her to go shopping and buy her dinner. All i have now are images of her in my mind and photos of her in my room and albums.

Everytime when i pass by her place i will go for a drin kat the coffeeshop opposite her house, thinking for the good old days when she's still around, memories of her keep coming back to my mind.

Frankly speaking, everytime i think of her my tears will just roll down. She's just like my 2nd mother taking care of me since i'm young. No matter how naughty i am she will never scold or beat me. Now i can only blame myself for not giving her more love and not taking more care of her when she's in the hospital.

Hope you are now living happily in another land with grandpa. I'm sorry and i really miss you very much.

GOd Bless

4:30 PM


boring saturday afternoon.. browsing through my pictures and friend's blog and suddenly realise something.
I seems to be happier without a girlfriend.. haiz.. dunno what i'm talking now also think it's time to catch some sleep now.

God Bless ~

4:25 PM





Wondering where is my 幸福. Searching for years. Finally realise, most 幸福 time is having friends around me. But what about love??

12:14 AM